Its been a long road and we have had some good times together, but recently something has changed.  I know that it's probably all me but it's just not as much fun as it used to be.  The thrill is gone, the excitement just isn't there, and let's face it, you're just not as cool as you used to be.

I know that I have said it a million times but this time I mean it.  I'm tired of sneaking around, the late night rendezvous, the lunchtime quickies.  I'm sick of the deception, the excuses, wondering whether people can smell your perfume on me.  So it's over cigarettes, my family needs me and I just don't need you anymore.

I won't pretend that it will be easy.  I'm going to miss those walks we took together, the road trips and the bottles of wine we shared.  Sure I know that I'm going to be jealous when I see you out with someone else.  I know that I'm going to be tempted on those long sleepless nights, but I know that you never really cared for me and all you ever really did was help me to feel bad about myself.  So it's goodbye cigarettes and this time forever.  

Paul